To me it doesnt really matter what others call me. At times i get flustered that they consider me a girl but i also get flustered that i want to be considered a boy. So why does gender matter? If we all had the mind set that we are who we are and everyone is unique then there wouldnt really be a need or gender, or even categories for that matter. But we all dont have this mind set. very few do. and my question is why? Can you . yes you . can you accept that you are you and the person next door to you is totaly and completely not you so it doesnt matter what they think of you. I can accept it .but can you ? If you cant . then why? why cant you accept that the person next door is different ? Why cant you accpet that they dont understand you gayness/striaghtness/ genderqueerness/ whatever you are ness.
Acceptance is a power so amazing. Self acceptance can cure .
Out of all the people in know there are not many like me. With feelings of male and female. Always in the middle. Wanting answers. Confused. Always confused. Most of the people i know are sure of their gender. Male or Female. Girl or Boy. There arent many were i live who are like me. androgynous. well not that i know of…
They preach love, acceptance, & non-judging but they are the worst. They hate. they say your going to hell. they say i cant be with you because your not christian. You dont know if im chirstian or not! You have no say in what i am or where im going. You are the one thats going to hell. Hypocrisy is a sin. lying is a sin. Im not the one thats afraid of everyone in the world.
“Whenever I look around, I always learn one thing. And that thing is: Always be yourself. Express yourself. Have faith In yourself. Do not go out and look for a successful personality and duplicate him.”—Bruce Lee (via quote-book) (via justgivemeamoment)
Im so sick of trying to fight it. I want to be a boy . I want to be a girl but in society there is no in between. I cant be both and I will never be accepted. I want to be me without hate without criticism. but they cant mind their own business and hate on themselves. So screw their hate. screw their criticism. I will accept myself and be happy with it.
1 / Girls are fucking crazy. Not all of them. But most of them.
2 / Distance is nothing. Literally nothing.
3 / Feelings go away, they really do. You may love someone and think the sun shines where ever they step foot. You may walk away from them, or be pushed away. And when you finally get a chance back in, you may come back and have lost those feelings and have realized that the sun shines where ever it isn’t blocked. But if you still see the light? And if you still have those feelings? Don’t let go. Ever.
4 / The girls who swear and have piercings can be just as sweet and affectionate as the religious clean cut natural ones.
5 / Seeing the person you like, like someone else, is the worst most gut-wrenching feeling on this planet.
6 / Not everyone who smokes weed pressures everyone else into it. And odds are, if you rant and rave about how stupid drugs will make you, you’ve probably never tried them.
7 / Sometimes mirrors don’t accurately show what we look like.
8 / You aren’t always in control, even when you think you are.
I agree with most of this. Although, I don’t necessarily think distance is nothing.
I don't care if you're an atheist, a christian, a buddhist, agnostic, a wiccan, or any of those other religions. I don't care if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, trans, or anything like that. I don't care if you're black, white, latino, or any other race. I don't care. As long as you're nice and just an all around amazing person, I will be your friend.
Have you ever wished you weren’t what you are. I sometimes wish i didn’t want to be a boy. I have no clue why. Sometimes i find secret guilt in my heart . I sometimes find myself wishing that i wasn’t me. I want to dress like a boy. i want to act like a boy. but the rejection i would receive from my own flesh and blood would tear me apart. It hurts to have to hide even though it would be only for one more year. They already question and tease. ” are you a lesbian ?” ” are you into that gay shit” those words they say stab into my chest. Sometimes i want to say kinda but its different.
tumblr is full of girls who are emotionally unstable, sexually frustrated, and sometimes lonely. these girls use tumblr to express their feelings and own personal opinions and don't give a flying fuck about who sees it. tumblr is their alter-ego of facebook, and what's on tumblr stays on tumblr. the page is also filled with pictures of their emotions, what they wish they had, cute quotes, plain text, a lot of cats, FFFFUUUUUUUU, and some dirty secrets. oh yeah, there are some boys on here too. (somewhere)
Have you every felt so alone. It doesnt matter the location . Its this sadness in your heart. That screams need . That screams i need to be held . that screams for a someone. its a stupid and pathetic desire. am i the only one who feels the need?
Acceptance is an awkward subject to me. In my life there has been a need to be accepted by my family. When i was younger in school I also wanted to be accepted in a group. In any group. But now I feel no need to be accepted by my peers. Nor do i want to be accepted by them. But i still feel that need to be accepted by my family. Mainly my parents. Having gender identity issues doesn’t help ! Acceptance is a very fragile subject because with acceptance comes love/ some type of care. If i am not accepted i feel like they don’t care. And everyone wants to be cared for. Since my parents don’t know that i’m androgynous/ gender-queer (whatever you want to call it) i feel like they have a fake image of me and they dont love ME they love the person who hasnt told them. its a very complicated matter.